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Saturday, July 31, 2004

BIRD CRAP

went to little india to get saree cloth for drama today

on our way there it was drizzling and so there were raindrops

then suddenly there was this really heavy drop and it felt kinda warm

thot it was strange so touched it

and yep..

BIRD POO

YUCCCCCCKKKKKKKKK.............

i stood there for sometime shrieking and cursing at that stupid bird that cant control his stupid rectum

and then i started screaming and squeling at the yuckiness of my hair and how i cant believe it was happening to me and what kind of freaking luck i was having

i never spoke so much and so fast and in such a high pitch

i bet the whole neighbour hood knew about the incident

and all dell could say was at least bird shit is easy to clean and it doesnt stink

i was soooo utterly disgusted i was on the verge of crying and was moody the entire morning and late afternoon

looking at the brighter side..

everyone has been telling me that its good luck although i haf been hiding the fact that the bird was not a sparrow but a CROW

a big fat black crow with fluffed wings

seriously this is the yuckiest thing that has ever happened to me so far

anyway washed it off

and perservered all the way to lil india

trying my best not to think of the shit on my hair

bought the saree and i finally tried threading my eyebrows

umm it was quite cool but i couldnt see how she was doing it

now my eyebrows are alittle too thin though..

but nvm hair will grow back.. and at least i can say that i have threaded my eyebrows

its the experience that's important

even having bird crap on one's hair

i mean how often does that happen to a person

my aunt says that its because of the blue moon

apparently its coming soon

when i was about to leave lil india there was this black minor that was sqwaking at me lah

like it was mocking me "haha i know one off my kind ppoed on ur hair today.."

the thot of "how to kill a mockingbird comes to mind"

got my dad to fetch me back and he wanted to bring me out to lunch

but the whole point for him to fetch me was so that i could get home earlier ..he couldnt understand the concept

so didnt eat lunch in the end

was too grossed out anyway

napped

went for drama

which was super fun

did alot of improvisation

like we were given a scene and we were supposed to do it in different ways

like soap opera, musical, mime, shakespeare,wayang and even foreign film

i was lost at foriegn film that i just went "Voulez vous coucher avec moi?"

ahha so outta point

but i didnt know another phrase in another language other than english and chinese

watched a walk to remember on cable

love all the songs man

and i was again reminded how cute shane west looks

i forgot cos he hasnt been on screen for sometime

he so hot....

i was trying to decide between chad and him

and i am still stuck

i cant decide

my mum likes him too

only that he has a weird nose

dling all the songs now

shit there's something on tv playing a really great version of 'silent night'

i wont be able to function again

i will get into this fluttering mood

freak.. turn off the tv!!!

ok back to how cute shane west looks

not only he looks cute he was so sweet

but that is in the movie

he might not be that sweet in real life

oh that reminds me !

mr glasgow toked about fictional characters and how we must differentiate fiction from reality

and it hit me

like chris once said

when me and ferly were in a heated discussion bout gilmore girls

she thot the characters we were toking bout were ppl we knew real life

cos like we were soooo worked up with what happened to them in the show

its amusing how affected i get with these fictional characters

i was also trying to persuade louie into letting me tell her what happens on the final episode of this season's gilmore

she just doesnt want to know

hmmph .. party pooper!

i decided not to tell her

its like denying her of her human rights of choice or something

i am such a big spoiler

hahha

i shall just tell her as her bdae present .. afterall its coming soon

PW day again tomoro

tuition day tomoro too

will i ever survive tomoro!?

wait and see...till then.. nights!

10:54 PM

Friday, July 30, 2004

I LOVE YOU. THANK YOU.

freaking funny episode of oc

well actually only that part lahs

yesterday was one of the weirdest days ever

i felt there was lots of drama in school

like there was this guy that did something to piss this guy

and suddenly there was this whole bunch of guys walking behind the guy that pissed off the other guy

yeah if u understood that good for u

jolynn kept wanting to see what was gonna happen to that guy

so she kept on asking me to go with her

but like so extra so decided against it

anyway we had a bio lect to attend

then during bio lect we were introduced to this girl who cut lisa's hair during one of the lects

we gave her the nick name edward scisorhands

i mean who in the right mind cuts the hair of ppl whom she doesnt even know using a pen knife during a lecture

there are sooo many pshyco ppl around i tell u

anyway found out her name from mich

and like kinda made fun of her lah

then the 31 ppl followed her all the way to her class..

we're learning from the guys

hahs

then again we had the same break

mich came to me to apologise on behalf of "edward" to lisa

how insincere on edward's part man

maths tutorial was funny as usual

mr foo was teaching us the graph crap then kept asking "agree?"

then our whole class would go "agree"

it sounded so communist or propaganda or something

then was shopping for christine's present at fareast

i got a call

mt :"hello tesssa??"

me:"umm hi..."

mt: "where are you??"

getting a little freaked cos the voice was kinda cheekopekish and like i didnt know who the hell i was toking to..

me: "who are you?"

mt: "mr michael tan"

me :stunned shocked frantic..the name sounded familiar

me:" ohhhhh hi.... "

me: thinking he is coming after me for the detention i didnt attend

me :"you mean from cj??"

me trying to buy time for me to think straight

mt: "yah or else from where??''

wahhh serious ego lahs

like i wont know other michael tans

anyways he asked me where i was again so i said i was on my way home

yeah rite

the back ground had techno lahs

mt: "where's your home?"

totally out of point lah

anyway he wanted to know what happened with the edward scissor hand incident

told him and he left me alone

had quite a productive gift hunting session after that

* * *

today:

firstly HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINE!!!!!

today more drama with the edward scissor hands

so not looking forward to the coming busy weekend..

9:17 PM

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

GREEN CARS SUCK

ok i'm officially goin to be sitting in a green car from next month onwards

life is just great

the only consolation is if my dad gets licence plate 22

now my dad is saying its not exactly green its greyish green

dunno why i getting so affected by just the colour of a car

the rest of the poem from yesterday

its just a lame poem composed to fight boredom on boring days

and to make fun of jolynn

He is not a preson in her eyes

To her he is an angel in disguise

A special place in her heart is where he lies

Their love is like a throw of a dice

Uncertain and nothing nice

She uses her red bra to entice

and after many tries

she finally catches his eyes

His eyes,

his size,

is magnificant in her eyes

He is all she wants and he is on which she relies

She buys all his lies

that he is wise

Her love for him is what she cant deny

For her heart has no room for other guys.

~Tessa J. Ng

haha lame shit .. some of it doesn't even make sense..but twas quite fun making it up!

8:36 PM

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

HE IS NOT A PERSON IN HER EYES

HE IS AN ANGEL IN DISGUISE

horriblest day at school today

i got into every displine problem possible

after morning assembly mr tan caught some of us loitering around

so kinda scolded us for that

then he saw my starry earrings

and said i am not allowed to wear "twinkie twinkie little stars" earrings

hulllooooo! its not twinkie twinkie !!

its "twinkle twinkle"

i pity his son i tell u

imagine growing up thinking the nursery rhyme is

twinkie twinkie little star how i wonder what u are

and goin to kindergarten and have fellow kindergarten mates laffing at u

during religion class mrs ho came to my religion class asked all the girls to come out so she could carry out a spot check

wth rite!!!!

even religion class also dun wanna give us a break

and i was wearing ankle socks today so she said i had to go detention from 5-7

i was fooling around outside my class and i was screamed for some reason

a teacher walked past

saw my fren with a feet against the wall

scolded her saying that she is dirtying the wall

and that she was to clean it after school and that the "screamer" also had to help "since she is so good at screaming"

freak i tell u

just trying to find fault only

was crapping around with jason today and came to a weird conclusion bout something

which i was told that i cant blog bout

but anyhows in the spur of the moment came up with the phrase "he is not a person in her eyes.. he is an angel in disguise..."

didnt plan for it to rhyme just came out like that and everyone was laffing over it

today maths lect was humourous lah

jotong and alicia were toking and mr gan picked them out

"the chinese girl and the indian girl come stand up"

everyone shouted racist and kenny and kenji started shouting red bra and porn star(refering to jolynn)

super funny i tell u

and toking bout bras

theres this thing that we came up with

betting what colour bra jolynn will wear the next day

there are"bookies" coming up with the odds all!

but its just for fun lahs

was withering during the 3 ++ hrs of PW...

went town with jolynn after PW

ate at gelare where beks and von joined us later

met rach lisa too

met up with chris for a short while

i had butter fingers after i met her mans

dunno wat was wrong

i dropped so many things!

i am irritated cos i think my family is goin on with the stupid green car

arghhh

my dad needs a car urgently

so he is just getting watever colour he can get!

my mum told me not to be so spoilt and just let my dad get the green

and that in life not everything goes our way

bleagghh......... if they werent gonna consider my opinion wat the hell for did they bring me to the showroom!?

i should not haf skipped dentention!

i just found out from my fren that there was noooo detention only attendence taking then can leave alreadi!

freak now i am gonna be on mr michael tan's wanted list!

smallville is the most drama show ever! the ending was confusing though..glad that the season is over!

such a sucky yucky day!!!!!

11:05 PM

Sunday, July 25, 2004

SOFTLY YOU WHISPER

PW day for me today

woke up early thinking i could make it for mass

but ended up sleeping again

went for lunch with my family

then they dropped me at bishan while they went to see more cars

i find bishan is quite an interesting place to shop

maybe i never really shopped there that's why

went to the library

at first we couldn't find a thing there

but after 30 mins or so we got the hang of it and found so many books related to our topic

so we are super proud of ourselves : )

went supermarket shopping to buy food supplies to eat in lina's house

i bought those little round wang wang biscuits that kinda melt in your mouth

and the rest were making fun of me saying those were only for toddlers

most of the food didnt even last till lina's house

reached lina's house sorted out stuff and did more PW

explored a little of bishan before headin' home

saw a pair of shorts that i want from FOX

I'M GONNA GET IT! I'M GONNA GET IT AND NOTHING CAN STOP ME!!!

and my dad says i'm not determined enuff... haha..

just did the chem online test

its so cool lah to haf an online test

like my dad was asking me to get offline

then i told him that i was doin a test

and the best part is that i can give attitude somemore!

hahaha.. got 28/35 not bad lah huh

although i used notes

now my dad is resorting to buy a light green car cos they ran outta white and if we wanted white we would have to wait for 3 mths and apparently my dad cannot wait for so long

EEEKK!

green ! i cant imagine sitting in a green car everyday

i just declared that i am goin on strike if they go on with the green

my dad is actually quite happy with that cos that would mean he needn't fetch me in the mornings

my dad is bidding for number plate 22!!

cos his previous car no is 21 so 22 seems logical

and his dearest darling daughter's bdae is 22!

so it works out perfectly!

i still cant believe he bidded for 21 the last time because he likes to play black jack!

9:31 PM

hey youu..bm here..anyways..i was all geared up and ready to change your blog..but i kinda forgot what the layout was...-sheepish grin-
so could miss ng please kindly msg me the reference blog?..thankyou..
-big big smile-

BTW..

A VERY HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MISS TESSA JESSIKA ASHTON NG!!!

12:58 AM

Saturday, July 24, 2004

THE TIME OF MY LIFE

day started off bad

was on my way to ptm

and i STILL haven't told my parents my results

i am such a wuss i tell u

but its just sooo hard to bring up the subject

and i never did so badly in my life

finally decided to just let ms teh break it to them

ms teh showed them my results

and my parents took some time to take it all in

they were freakin' shocked

and they werent exactly familiar with the grading system which made it even more funny

my parents asked me to explain myself

what went wrong

then i was like "uh.. there were others who did worse .."

it was such a lame excuse rite

then ms teh immediately shot me down by saying

" don't compare urself with the others"

argghhh.. i was like trying to save myself rite and she was just adding fire

other than the results her remarks her fine

said that i am really happy in sch and that she can see i am enjoying myself

i'm attentive and complete tasks and active in tutorial discussions

so i guess that was my saving grace

but my dad was really dissapointed

and i feel really bad lah

he was like i let u do watever u want

com for 5 hrs

watch tv

go out everyday after school

but u must know ur limit and priorities

then gave me this pep talk thing

I WILL PULL UP MY SOCKS!

felt horrible after though

hung around the audi for some time till drama

talked to mr glasgow ms teh and mr foo while trying to kill time

finally started rehearsal

goin on well

i'm publicity ic and its goin on great!

we got really cool ideas

and yeah lots of planning needs to be done

we finally came up with a title everyone agreed on "just the 2 of us"

but its not official yet cos the teachers have yet to confirm

i'm so happy to finally see the whole drama society and play coming together

went for drama after that

we had to pose for some fotos for cleo

hahs i was the only 1 in sch u

and we were trying to act pro lah

like not smiling and looking away from the cam

i think we pulled it off lah

but we'll just haf to see when the issue comes out

went to the car show room after that

was soo tired by then

but to please my dad i went

went from showroom to showroom

toyota honda cefiro lexus

kinda confirmed we getting 8 seater alreadi

and i think the toyota picnic

went for test drive and because the sales guy was my fathers fren they drove round and round the area talking like they got all the time in the world

they might have nothing to do later on but well i do!

and it was alreadi 6:10

i was getting so worried cos i had to get to my party at 7

but of course i couldnt say anything cos i supposed to be repentful or something

finally my dad was satisfied and drove me home to change

rushed like mad

got there at 7:15

louie jes teresa ferly jac chrissy and py were already seated in marche when i arrived

chris py teresa and jes gave me a mirror

that ms chrissy tan designed herself!

i tell u i am sooo impressed with her artistic skills !

its like sooo pro!

she might have 2 bc but her design was like whoaaaaaa

so thanks chrissie for the effort k!

will look into it everyday!

and i might just stick all ur pics on it so can see all of us together everyday

hahaha yeah i know everyone told me not to do it when i suggested it

yep not planning to spoil the mirror so gonna just leave it as it is

everyone was warning me not to break the mirror cos it would mean 7 yrs of bad luck!

and i am sure i am not willing to take the risk

got this bottle with confetti balloons and stamps and sweets too

looked really nice and colourful!

louie and jac gave me levis voucher

thot it was a card at first

so the next pair of jeans i get will be sponsered by lye&tan co.

had dinner

and as usual ferly and i shared gossip with the rest

we really make stories more interesting than it really is i tell u

everyone was expecting something more than what we told them

but we had proof somemore

we then concluded that ac was a "no money no talk" sch

it was seriously fun

walked to paragon as usual to cut my cake

py and louie called to say that there was a couple having sex where we were gonna cut cake

we all got so excited we walked so fast there

teresa was shreiking and asked us to walk faster

chris even put on her glasses

but we thot they couldnt haf been having sex

so we thot they we just making out

when we were there we found out that py and louie were exxagerating lah

although they were piled on top of each other smooching they werent having sex!

heard that when py first when in and saw them over one another she said sorry

but they seriously got no shame lah

even when the whole bunch of us were there they didnt bother to stop

so we guessed that they wanted us to see

so we were taking turns to peek from behind a plant

we then saw them in different positions lah

so we were trying to conclude what they could have be doin

freaking funny

entertainment of a different kind in honour of my birthday

the rest even sang my bdae song loudly so that it might disrupt what they were doin

but didnt work

took some pics and toking bout pics my cam is spoilttttttttttttttt........

a total freak accident lah

hope can get it fixed...

so the fotos of my bdae are kinda limited...

time really pass so fast when u are having fun

.thanks girls for a fantabulous night out.

11:58 PM

Friday, July 23, 2004

DULL THE GLAMOUR AND LET HER GENUINE CHARM SHINE THROUGH

went out with jz beks von kenny jolynn javier for a lil' birthday celebration

went to lido for lunch and to book movie tix

saw more cj ppl there

kenji stole my bag

and the worst part is that the rest just let him take it while i was buying food!

he rummaged thru it and like took something

i didnt realise it until he asked me to check my bag properly

the bunch gave me a stussy tube top that has the word "stussy" scribbled across it

i love it!

jolynn gave me a ship pendent that i told her i liked some time ago

and she gave me a card that was hilarious

jason and i realised that there were many "really really really" in there

realised haf been hearing the pachebel song!

it has a real calming effect

watched cornie and carla

was not that great

it was pleasant to watch

but not something that will make u laff or something

so yeah its just a show to catch if u have extra cash to spare and bored outta ur wits

shopped for my maid's bdae present too

bought for her a handbag in the end

i went crazy over earrings today

bought so many dangly earrings!

9:34 PM

Thursday, July 22, 2004

16 GOIN' ON 17

whees.. today's my birthday!

last night was ready to sleep at 11.45

but it has always been my practice to sleep only after 12 am on the eve of my bdae

so in the 15 mins i thot of the things that happened over the past 1 yr

ahh.. how time flies

the highlight of the yr (220703-220704) was definitely starting a new school

it was like starting a new chapter of my life somehow

roll back over the yr:

confirmation

prelims

prelim results

worrying about jc stuff

discussing non stop about L1R5 and jc rubbish at parkway

studying for o's and feeling majorly frustrated

sat for o's

then fun fun fun all the way

australia

cj started

played all the way

o's result

started blogging

cj AGAIN

bliss.confusion.nothingleft.

midyrs

flunking midyrs

nothing much achieved over the yr huh?

except the amount of fun i have been having

there is nothing much to be proud of

made much more friends and still maintained the wonderful friendship of

leelyetantee gohgurung

so that's adding great excitement to my teen yrs

have been breaking out like MADDD too

my whole face is like filled with zits lah

and it sucks..

it must be the excitement of my birthday

or maybe the anxiety and fear of ptm

cos i havent told my parents bout my grades

which ever i hope it clears out soon

christine gave me this photo frame with all our fotos taken from kindergarten up till now

so super schweeett

kept staring at it the entire day

that represents 13 yrs of frenship i tell u

ferly gave me this mambo top too

so nicely wrapped and there were pictures of chad m.m everywhere!

so the entire day was spent staring at the foto frame and the pics

bekka and gang also gave me a handmade card with a cartoon drawing of a man in the chinese outfit with the fan and hat and pigtails

so cute

most of them wrote "hope u will be more matured.." hmms..

have been making use of my birthday as an excuse to make ppl do stuff for me

like putting back plates

buying food and drinks

the entire day

"pls pls.. my birthday my birthday pls lah.."

hahaha it worked!

mr foo said most ppl become one yr wiser but in my case its different

after pe towned for a while with beks von and javier then had to come back home for family birthday dinner

my dad cooked

yums

super full now

feel christmasy now..

and its only july

must be the oc

cant wait for christmas

its such a magical time of the year

when there's no school, christmas shopping,presents, christmas songs, family,and loads of fun

i remember my house started playing light xmas songs during prelims period last yr and i couldn't study

kept having that nostalgic feeling

thanks to all those who msged me all the wonderful msgs!

brought a wide smile to my face and totally made my day!

the drama bbq and racial harmony day pics are up !

. all i want for x'mas is you.

11:58 PM

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

JUST A LITTLE

racial harmony celebrations today

today of all days my dad suddenly decides to stop me at the big gate

not the small busstop gate mind u

the BIG one.. where all the cars drive into sch

and i had to walk up the freakin "hill" beside all the cars in my costume!

i could feel the ppl in the cars looking at me

then for some reason everyone in the cars weren't wearing a costume(which made it much worse)

so it got me a little worried that i wore the costume on the wrong day

i knew that it was impossible but there was still some uncertainty

especially after my mom kept asking me if i was sure that today was the day to wear costumes

finally reached class and the first thing ms teh said was

"tessa! its cross cultural not cross dress!!"

outta 24 ppl in our class 21 ppl wore a costume! and i think that's great!

but seriously lah almost the whole school was wearing sarees

there was this group of guys who wore the japanese robe thingy

they looked underdressed though

there was this indian guy that wore exactly what i wore with the fan all but his colour was gold

everyone was kinda facinated with wat i wore

haha some didnt even recognise me

it definitely was fun!

we had this performance by some indian dance grp and this noisy screechy chinese wa yang group

then there was the costume competition/parade thingy

ferly went up with her sareeee!!

anyway lessons started as usual but was kinda pathetic lah cos noone could concentrate

mr chua asked me to take foto with him

so took one next to him ! freaking funny lah like so stiff !

then he told me i can go tell ppl he is my father

????!!! i dunno why i would want to do that but anyhows...

during maths lect while gan was "equitioning" and " ysis" ( yeah that's how he says y-Axis)

he just totally ignores that there is an A there and just merges the word together therefore getting ysis

me jz kenny and jolynn just kept taking fotos..

mr gan didnt even realise

pe was crap

i mean who has pe during racial harmony celebrations where we haf to change out of our costumes and all!!??

anyway we did

had to run 3 rounds round the hostel round the entire sch down the carpark along the road and back to the field

half way thru the first round while running past the tennis courts i realise that we could cheat so i told jolynn to let others pass us

we did and when we were about to sneak away mrs tan appeared

ok so we went on running

then we were running past the main entrance to the foyer where bro paul parks his car and mrs tan was not behind us so we ran up the steps to the toilet

a few other girls and germaine also followed us

so 6 of us were sitting in the toilet sweating

and thinking of ways to join the group again

discussed the different options

after awhile we decided to go back down

and just nice ppl were running past
what luck rite!!

haha

so ran till back to sch where we were praised by mr tan

"well done girls .. very proud of you!!"

hahs!

after pe went to hans again

i tell u hans has been earning alot of my money

and i bet the ppl working there will see us growing fatter and fatter each day lah

anyway wasnt really planning to eat anything

but after jolynn's fish and chips arrived

i couldnt resist the temptation

i had to eat the fries and mayo

so i ordered that

whoa i tell u the fries and mayo and chili sauce from hans is fantastic!!!

it was like WHOOOOAAAAAAA.........

smallville today:

lana is leaving for paris

pete is leaving cos he is getting into lots of trouble knowing clark's secret

sooner or later everyone will leave and it will just be clark and his cows

wonder who will watch smallville then...

lana was really pretty today though..

.waiting patiently for my birthday to arrive.

11:29 PM

Monday, July 19, 2004

OINKING OUT!

school was fun!
major stupid day
doing and saying stupid things and then laffing a whole lot over it
i also fell down my first time in cj today
well its kinda stupid how i fell actually
i was walking out of the lt talking to jason who was walking an imaginary dog
then jolynn came from the back held on to my neck or something i lost balance and both of us fell on the floor like totally fell like rolling all over kind
while kelly lange ashton and jason stood laffing

remember how i always say my chinese teacher doesnt bother bout us?
i got the greatest eg to give now
we went those tiny enclosed rooms in the library for discussion
the rest of the class was seated around the table (which kinda reminded me of the last supper with my tiny teacher as jesus but anyhows movin on..)
we were seated on the stpes instead , our backs facing them and doin our own work and discussion and she didnt even bother
i think we are really testing her patience man
anyhow i was asking jason something bout his dog
then jason told me if he told jolynn bout his dog she would go " omg! ur dog is the same breed as mine maltese and same name.. snoopy..!"
yeah she did that many times.. like 4 times already whenever we talked bout dogs
so decided to try if it really works
jason asked jolynn :" hey have u seen my dog?"
jolynn:"yahhhhh.." in a very frustrated way "maltese rite? my dog also same breed and you noe wat same name also " and she bursts out laffing
me and jason look at each other and start laffing too.. we were like in a little island away from the rest of the class laffing like wild baboons!
well if u dunt think its funny u just gotta be there and meet jolynn lah..

while we were on our way to orchard
rgs girls boarded the bus
and jolynn still insists that the rgs uniform has a tinge of green in it
can someone pls enlighten her
kenny tried last friday
we were all so frustrated with her telling us that rgs uniform was green that kenny went up to this group of rgs girls "is ur uniform green or blue?"
the girls looked at us as if we were mad
and i bet the girl thot kenny was hitting on her lah
she looked so scared and confused and she looked like she was gonna cry
and her fren was pulling her away
now not only to add to the bad reputation of cj being this and that we would be known as colur blind.. great just great
anyway she found enuff courage to say "bl..bl..blueee.."
and hurried away
actually i dunt blame her lah
it could have been quiet intimidating

major pigged out at hans
like we wanted to eat so many things
i had to even make a list and then choose from there
jolynn ate a hamburger and this breakfast meal
i tell u that girl's appetite is growing under my influence
i bet she can fit into one of those zara skirts in no time!
so yeah ate and ate and ate
did a little hw
then went to the nice stationary shop at paragon
forced to eat dinner after all that eating
feel so bloated..

11:08 PM

Sunday, July 18, 2004

ANTS ATTACK!

my dad's darling car is getting attacked by ants
like there's a nest that they haf in my dad's car that we have yet to find
my dad spent most of his sunday with the sheildtox trying to get rid of the ants and trying to find the source...
went down to help him with the killing of ants but couldnt take the smell of the shieldtox after awhile so gave up
he's really upset cos like his car is his number one valuable
like he doesnt allow ppl to eat and drink in the car.. like super protective over it lahs ..
quite poorthing.. hahas.. now he is saying he wants to get a new car..he wants to get those 8 seaters..i just told him i get claustrophobic sitting at the back of one of those.. and he goes nvm lah ! my mom and him are now in a heated discussion about the colour of the car.. mum wants white.. dad wants silver "you may not be tired sitting in a white car for 18 yrs but i am tired driving a white car for 18 yrs..tess what colour ? silver or white?"
me: 'black?'
haha trying to confuse the situation and trying to not to take sides
looks they are quite serious bout it

went to chinatown for dinner and at the same time bought stuff for racial harmony day on tues! yeahs so no need to go tomoro!

just asked my blogmaster sheila to help me change my blog design.. well this is not the final thingy.. its gonna be very different.. but its gonna take some time cos there's quite alot of things to change so yeah..

gonna do zuo wen b4 i sleep
or else my chinese teacher is like gonna go really mad at me
not like she's not mad enuff
during chinese lessons she doesnt even bother about us lah
me jotong javier and jason are like the invisible students
we can do anything we want and she wont care...
that might be good in a way though
but that would mean my chinese would go down the drain

11:30 PM

tessa loves sheila.
and only her.

muaha. testing.

10:30 PM

Saturday, July 17, 2004

WHAT IF GOD WAS ONE OF US

flag day today
flagged with beks von yewting jason jolynn and audrey
was allocated bugis
ppl were really stingy today
only started proper collection at 10 instead of 8
made our way slowly to bugis
then wanted to eat breakfast
yewting said somewhere along bugis there was great mee goreng
so he led us there
when we reached there they havent started cooking yet
so had to settle for some coffee shop instead
above the coffee shop we ate was a hotel called ah chew hotel
it looked soooo shabby
and the narrow staircase up reminded me of those kind of places that rape or murder took place
an angmoh couple walked down from there and we gave them looks haha

we spent most of our time digging out the notes that ppl donated
so that we could go to the near by shops to change it for coins
jason and i were the master or pro diggers
sat on the stair cases as if we were doin something illegal

then we sat at a drink outlet
where everyone else were playing some sticker game
i was the only sane one
they were like small little kids stacking up the sticker
competing who would get a higher stack

after returning our pathetic cans
me and jolynn went to lil india while the rest went to orchard
met ferl ..chrissy DIDNT WANT to come..
then walked at the tekka market
nothing much there so decided to walk along the streets
saw some nice sarreees but like there were so many that it was quite hard to choose
jolynn damn poor thing when she finally found the one that she wanted, someone bought the last one left
found my way around lil india quite easily although nv been there much
ohhh !! me and jolynn did fortune telling along the street
there was this parrot that would choose a card for u
and a note would be inside
couldnt really remember what it said but i remember the guy saying that i got a good heart..
the green parrot was really cute though
ate at this decent place
we agreed not to eat at any place that looked tooo horrible
but the ppl in there didnt speak much english and the food there wasnt too great
jolynn had tasteless chappatti ; me and ferly had curry and rice
it was expensice for its standard too
and we thot we had to use our hands to eat cos everyone around was doin just that
but i took i tried my luck and to our surprise they had utensils!

ate then continued walking again
was tempted to thread my eyebrows but was afraid it would turn out too thin so decided against it

it was quite an adventure exploring the whole of lil india
we even got to this area that sold vegetables and fruits
we also went to this shop that sold only blouses and did tailoring
felicia did her tailoring there

i didnt want to get anything cos i couldnt find a nice punjabi outfit and i didnt really wanna get a sari again cos i alreadi got one
i wanted to cross dress and i hope it is allowed in cj
cos i think every other person would be wearing a saree or chong sam and back in kc they nv allowed cross dressing so i think it would be fuN!
want to get those qi paos - i think that's what u call them
like those chinese guy outfit pants and long sleeve top
topped with the hat and the pigtail at the back
so went to chinatown (which i called lil china a couple of times) after lil india
it was a kinda rushed
but saw what i wanted..

maybe will go back to chinatown on monday to get all the stuff!
my feet is aching like mad imagine walking from 8-7!!

10:24 PM

Friday, July 16, 2004

THERE'S SOMETHING 'BOUT U

the new blogger colour thingy is way cool!!

nothing much happened in sch
friday is usually the slackest of days anyway
during 2nd break the guys in my class went mad
i think they're letting off steam and stress and all that
javier tied a string to the ohp screen and pretended to hang himself
and jason was trying to act as spiderman with 2 strings in his hand he did the shooting out the web kinda action and he had 2 ppl at both ends holding on to the strings and he was acting like spiderman trying to stop the train
hahahas.. ms teh who was outside talking to the ppl who didnt do too well for the midyrs came in looking at us as if we were nuts..
she said we were worse than the animals in the zoo..

towned with kenny jz and jolynn
ate at hans
i love the super burger there man.. really SUPER!
told them my parrot joke but they didnt find it funny... : (
then walked around looking for kenny's black berms

there's flag dae tomoro and later lil india with ferl chrissy and maybe jolynn!!

9:16 PM

Thursday, July 15, 2004

IT'S NOT ALWAYS RAINBOWS AND BUTTERFLIES

had a really pathetic talk by rear admiral sir
i mean he was just rambling and rambling on
not even trying to make his talk a little interesting
no jokes, no witty remarks.. just info
my god and he has so many achievements
whats the use when he cant get ppl to listen to him??!

and i tell u cj is such a FAKER!!!
there was this qn section where we could go up and ask qns relating to defence of singapore
and having to save face in case there were no qns
they made the sc go up with prepared qns
and it was so freaking obvious to us lah
like they were sooo prepared and i kept rolling my eyes lah
like stop faking can !?

maths lect today was hilarious
kenny sat with us today
he kept disturbing jolynn and her porn ways
then jason and kenny decided to play a joke on mr gan
jason raised his hand "i dun understand"
kenny continued " can explain the equiiiiition once more time?"
cos mr gan always says equation as equition and once more or one more time as once more time
and because he nv quits the bad habit of speaking such horrible english and nv fails to repeat it over and over during maths lects it becomes the butt of most of the jokes made in maths lects
could see that mr gan was pissed

had break before chinese orals
ate the muffin that mr foo recommended
quite nice for 70 cents
mr foo sat with us laffin at the way me and jason speak chinese and saying that we cannot make it already
such negativity before the oral !

anyway heard what the qn was b4 my turn so kinda prepared what a few points to say
my qn was : do u think singaporeans are helpful
i think i was a really easy topic rite
at least alot easier than the topic the day b4..
about the falling birth rates
the passage was not too bad either .. only had a lot of problem pronouncing "zhong chui jie"
kept saying " chong chew chie"
said that phrase over and over again and it was always wrong
they then told me slowly and to relax
good sign bad sign??!?
ok i knew what to say but i didnt know how to say flag day so i just said "juan kuan"
and i didnt know how to say " at the end of the day the tins are always full" i kept making a hand gesture of a full can
the teachers finally got what i was trying to say and helped me say it
yep so thats that for my oral experience

after oral mr foo drove me javier jolynn and jason to far east
he's a damn cool teacher sia
sat a gelare while jolynn ate ice cream again
then i ate ya kun
and ate long jon's fries where belloc then joined us
met kenny and jz for awhile and our peace was therefore disrupted..

my midyr results are so horrible that i dun even wanna talk about it
i got all vowels though
and not only i do horribly i dun even haf the thrill of making words outta my grades
ppl haf lyke FOE and COD and FOFO or OFF
and i cant make a single thing out of what i have..
well i gotta pick up the courage to tell my parents my results soon man
ptm is coming - which i would be super dead

dad b4 exams: havent even seen u sitting down to study after sch. everyday on the com or tv if u really dunn wanna study then quit jc and go poly
me : don't worry i am studying only u dont see me doin it.. u wait for my results then you see how much studying i do...( with much confidence i might add)

so much for that
now he will really see how much of studying i have been doing.. bleagghh
well i will just take this as something to make me start mugging for promos

tonight's oc is nice
shows the horrible effects of gossip and how it affects ppl
and i like the last part where 4 of them stand in a row and say what they are in for and seth says "welcome to my world"
nice....

12:01 AM

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

MUFFIN MAN

this morning on my way to sch
i saw ferly and adrian with ferly's sis driving them to sch!
haha i was waving like maaaaddd
but noooo she didnt see me
so i called her
but nooo she didnt pick up
then later her car came beside mine again
then i waved again
AT LAST adrian saw meeeeeee
ferly dunno dreaming of wat sia!
haha then we started waving and waving and laffing to ourselves!
*an incident to remember

mr foo kept on repeating the muffin man!! the muffin man!!
in the gingerbread man's(from shrek) voice
was soo funnny
he couldnt stop doing it
even when we were asking him qns he was still squeling the muffin man the muffin man

mr chua took over bio lects again
bleagghhh
now i'll do even worse
but his lects are always so funny
he makes alot of mistakes
he mistook a picture of cheese for cake and said its full of fats and all
todays bio tutorial was fun
we were having like a game show thing where we competed in groups to give the correct answers
actually i asked for it to be a game and mr chua just said "uh uh" just to not waste time and please my childish desires

so dead for pw
must handin the file in 2 wks time and our file is as thin as ever
surveys not even done yet!!
haf to go ROM

and drama rehearsals are gonna get intense now that the internal performance is coming up
like 2-3 times a week
today's drama was also tiring
alot of planning and decisions and trying to be fair to all.. considerate.. alot of trying to prove.. alot of auditions
i dunno but i hate the idea of auditions
and i somehow find drama really stressful or rather tiring
i feel like there's so much stress to prove ur worth outta 8 others and sometimes outta the entire drama club.. and after a while it gets tiring
i guess i was nv the kind to like fight for positions or attention or roles
it was nv like that in kc drama
roles were just allocated to you by norlina
and the teachers just chose the p and vp
so there was less competition in a way
might do publicity for this performance
i think it would be fun!

went with ferl to parkway to meet louie!
since it was our first time seeing her in her uniform me and ferly burst out in laffter!
then bought stuff from famous amos but of course louie didnt want to enter
wanted to show them the mags bout marykate but the mags were removed alreadi.. so too bad for them!
met derrick at parkway
haha longgggg time since i met him
just caught up alittle and he was telling me that my friendster pics were crazy..
just when we left parkway it started raining heavily..
argghhh ching chong oral toms.. need all the luck i can get! :|

9:47 PM

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

MY HAPPY ENDING

mon:

bio pract today was a total disaster for the entire class
everyone did everything wrongly
and there was such a major confusion
mr chua being a teacher that he is didnt explain what the hell we needed to do and even if he did we still wouldnt understand
anyhows everyone got the concentrations all wrong
so there was a big buzz in the lab- everyone asking each other how to do this and that
and of course me and jotong weren't affected cos we weren't even doing the experiment
we were too busy doin chem tutorial as punishment for skipping chem lesson on youth day celebration to watch mean girls which was totally worth it
however it was really disturbing to hear the word "percentage" every few seconds and with mr chua's voice so loud and irritating it really got on our nerves
goin pissy over the word "percentages" and therefore i shall stop typing bout it

met bro paul to go thru the slides that we were gonna present at kc
shot us with some tuff qns like wats the student population of cj
me and maria were clueless and looking at each other cringing our faces
i was trying to do mental calculations
1 class av of 20 students
72 classes..
20 x 72 = ???!!!
hahaha.. brain does not work under pressure
he saw our expressions so he gave us the answer .. around 1500
then wat does st vincent de paul society raise funds for?
our answer: st vincent de paul fund??!
bro paul: no
after a loooonnnggg time
me(just giving it a shot): needy student of cj???
haha to my surprise it was correct

then went town with jolynn and jason
then went back to school for drama exco meeting
planned for wed's meeting
and alittle bout the performance and any problems that we might face for it
finished only at 7++
waited super long for the bus
got home only at 8++

tues:

highlight of the day was definitely returning to kc
i couldnt wait for 11.30 !
sat bro pauls car to kc
actually it was not that weird or anything
he was quite easy to talk to
and he was telling us stories bout his mom sis and dad
we then passed vj and i saw their banner that they were "celebrating 20 vibrant yrs" then i was like hah they are only 20 while cj is 30
bro paul were asking us whats up with those students sitting at the foyer and there were sooo many
detention... haha soo embarressing
went to the office saw ms sooo and mrs helen lie
they were like soo :) to see so many of us man
they were all like " wahhh so many of u all ??? good to see all of u "
then went to get drink for him and saw mrs ng mrs kee
when we got to the ava the sec4s were entering the ava
so bro paul started it off
and in the middle of it he was asking sarah ferly and syemone their results and the combis they were taking to illustrate how the combis are allocated
maria then took over presenting the facilities
they were laffing at some stuff she said
after she was done i presented ccas
i think it was ok lah
but had a real prob with his power point pointer and slider thingy
when i wanted to move to the next slide i always ended up goin 3 slides after and he had to come help which was so embarressing
the sec4s were laffing when i talked bout cip where we had a blood donation drive on valentines dae and when i said we had 200 packets of fresh blood
not funny wat! maybe its just the thot of it lahs!
christine and sarah talked bout their odac
and to quote christine :'it is very very fun.. very very exciting..'
she kept saying this "very very" thing which was funny
i think it went quite well
like everyone was kinda interested in what we had to say
they were entertained and not like talking while we were presenting so i think its a good thing!
and i was like soooo proud when mrs lie told bro paul that this batch was a good batch and stuff
saw limmay!! she has long rebonded hair now
she still her old self
asked hows cj and all
then saw pangy..
told him that cj is very good academically
he gave a face as if he didnt trust wat we said
then we asked him how was this yrs batch of sec4s if they were worse than us
he said" said to say but yah they not doin too well"
we were over there smiling
p:" soo happy for what? happy to see ur school go down arh?"
haha.. no lah .. actually quite mean rite.. but it was nice to know that our batch did so well and that the teachers are really proud of us
mr jega couldnt talk cos he was busy
saw mr lee but didnt haf anything to talk to him bout
went to mrs kee's office and she also super happy
"ooohhhhh..its sooo wonderful to have u all back!!!" kind of thing
hugged everyone of us
asked us if we were happy in cj and if we missed kc
she asked bro paul if he was happy with the products of kc.. i think she used the word products..
said he was and we were an outstanding bunch!
we soon had to leave :(
wanted to stay there forever.. well not forever but at least for the day
while driving back to cj this taxi driver kept lookin into our car
like what is that man doin with sooo many girls
kept giving us this weird look
when we passed my house i was whining that i wanted to go home and was asking bro if he could just drop me there
hahs! if course he said no
it rained and i was kinda happy cos that meant that if it lasted for 3 more periods i wont haf pe
found out that he knows savage garden and kylie monogue personally like he can give them a call and talk to them kind
whooaaa.. impressive huh!?
i was super shocked and had a huge reaction
bro paul was all calm bout it like its such a normal thing

had pe after all
noone can escape pe so easily other than jason who pon pe for like the 100th time and he always gets away with it
my class was begging mr liew to let them run in the rain then i was telling jolynn that they were mad
mr liew was said cannot cos if they fell and broke their backs he would be responisble blah blah
but finally he let them run
then me and jolynn were like ???!!!!
so we ran to the hall
but went to the toilet instead
we decided to stay in there for a while
so we can go back to the track and say that we thot it was in the hall so we joined the hall ppl not knowing that our class ppl were running in the rain *smirks*
when we were walking back to the grandstand we saw mrs tan
asked us where we came from
so we said hall
asked as if there were teachers there
then i looked at jolynn ( cos we were nv in the hall so how were we supposed to know)
me:umm..noo...
mrs tan: got classes in there?
me: uh uh uh uh uh uh
haha totally went jittery
finally said i dunno
mrs tan: u were there how can u not know (she must be thinking we were stupid or something) me: u see we didnt exactly go in yet.. so not sure.. i was on my way there like near the door then we heard that pe was on the track instead so we are hurrying back to the track
she gave us a "i dunt believe u" look
and we took the opportunity to run away

talking bout running away, our plan to run away from running failed
ran 3 rounds then went to the grandstand mr liew then asked me to go down to run another 3 rounds
did push ups sit ups and stuff

after pe went gelare with jolynn
she ate ice cream while i ate my blue berry muffin
she so does not haf enuff skill in eating ice cream - it gets really messy
and she couldnt stop saying "butter my muffin"
i think she got it from mean girls...
saw rachie there with fellow hockiers
then met chrissy for bubble tea
had a great time sitting at those quiet taka alleys to sit and talk
but we looked as if we were doing something illegal
talked quiet a bit in just 30 mins
heard from her that her fren wants to come to cj after our talk and that she was soo impressed
not bad huh!?
however the ac shit told her not to go cj!
haha but i bet she will not listen to that ac shit!

10:11 PM

Sunday, July 11, 2004

SUNSHINE ON MY WINDOW

looking at nice pics of happy kids on getty images makes me utterly happy :) !
uh oh! exam results are in tomoro!

11:01 PM