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Sunday, January 30, 2005

i typed such a LOOONNGGGGG post but my dad x-ed the window while using the com

too lazy to retype everything again

maybe tomoro if i get back early

but for now tag reply time!

miah: it wont work if you do it all the time!!! the joke in it will wear out if done too often! hahs .. mr goh really did do the stick thing .. i thot u were just joking... i threw mine away before he could pin point on me though..

james: what can i say lah the lizard had skill

ferly: i have no time to watch new york minute!

chrissie: ehh go do something to ur braces so u have to go dental again then can meet up on tues!!!

alicia: i'm NOT lizard girl!

+ + +

11:51 PM

Thursday, January 27, 2005

its been a wacky week at school

very very funny things going on

maths test that i wasnt too prepared for went more or less well because of our really really kind neighbours

there's bio tomoro and i havent got a clue bout cell respiration lahs

mr skinny bio teacher will be pissed if anyone failed.. how how how? and i'm damn sleepy so no way am i gonna stay up to late into the night

wah my thighs are DAMN pain

its damn funny when i walk down steps or sit down i go like "ow ow ow ow" each step i walk down

waited for ferls for 1.5 hrs after school

so that we could go town to get jesmine's bday present

its nice to just chill at the grandstand with great company

at town: who would think a teacher from cj would also be at town right

she was like looking at us for damn long already before me and ferly realised

she told us of for our uniform.. what luck mannnnn

thank god she didnt take down our names or something.. that would be really really unlucky

short day tomoro but gotta stay back for the darned chinese new year rehearsals

can u believe i am made to mcee for the concertttt

i'm gonna die lahhh.. i have NO MCEEING experience what so ever

it would be the worst concert EVERRRRRRRRR

hahhaha.. i would be up there with the whole audience booing mannn.. shit how am i gonna entertain an entire school??

crapsssss...

haha yewteng and all were joking that they will make banners saying "tessa wo yong yuan zi qi ni!"

damn funny.. seen ppl holding up banners for ppl performing but for not the hosts/ mcees

and there goes my reputation...

the irony of it all.

9:57 PM

Monday, January 24, 2005

day was great

i'm feeling really happy for some reason

maybe its because i got my yami yogurt after school today

oh my if they sold those in tints i would be smiling from ear to ear man

but its damn fattening though :(

in the middle of watching the new series desperate housewives

its quite entertaining

ugggh i wanna watch shall we dance and finding neverland

but all my early days are being robbed away from me by our teachers who keep slotting in extra lessons and canceling whenever they please

there's so much to look forward to:

-jesmine's birthday celebrations this weekend

-chinese new year

-valentine's day

glee.

10:27 PM

Friday, January 21, 2005

guys u know what i think i overcame my fear of lizards

since the last time

like i think they're arent as scary anymore

hahs i feel so liberated :)

i feel like sucha slobbbb

i slept 16 hours in total today

and i am STILL feeling sleepy

i basically slept my whole day away

with a little eating and watching the ever-hilarious ami auditions

the guy who thinks he sings like brain mcknight is freaking funny

i wanna get down to queensway to get stuff

but its so out of the way that i dont bother

i keep forgetting what bus to take from the mrt too

and my dad has no patience to shop with me so i cant get him to bring me down

i say queensway should be MOVED!!

when you hear a certain song does it make u remember something that happened or a stage or some point of your life? or is it just me

i heard this song on the radio

and memories started coming back to me

so i am in this totally nostalgic/sappy mood now listening to the song over and over again..

11:42 PM

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

all lizards should go and DIEEEEEE

i just got touched by a lizarddddd

first time in my LIFEEEEE

ON MY HEADDDDDDDD or rather FACEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

i am freaking out now as you can tell

i was like swinging my towel getting ready to bathe after ptm

then something dropped on my foreheaddddddd

ok ppl who know me know that i am TERRIFIED by lizards

and all my 17 years i never came into contact with that species before

ugggghhhhh

i've always had a VERY distant relationship with lizards

dont come near me and i wont bother u kind of rule

i dont mind touching cockroaches or bees or whatever but NOT LIZARDS

ok but i'm telling myself that it could have been worse

it could have crawled down my face or something

oh my now i got a phobia of going to bathe

ok maybe i'm over reacting like what my dad say i'm doing

but i dont careeeee.. shit my grandma is saying that its bad luck for a lizard to fall on u

that lizard better watch out!!!

thinking of it makes it worse

i'll quickly go bathe then sleep so i'll forget bout the whole damn lizard incident...

10:05 PM

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

ok so i've finally got my card reader to work

been at it for almost 2 days already

actually it has been working perfectly fine

i feel so dum cos i wasted almost 8 hrs of my time trying to find out whats wrong with it and also at the same time getting really really frustrated

and all because i put the mmc card in upside down

but all's good cos i've got mp3 songs transferred to my fone

ok so enuff about how un-IT-savvy i am

schools been good so far

getting used to everything

early mornings and long schools hours and of course homework

and i'm getting the hang of whats being taught!

oh man tomoro is gonna be such a long day..

cca and PTM

thank god its not 1 to 1 teacher- parent meeting

i HATE those things

its gonna be one of those (hopefully) entertaining bro paul talks

my dad's really reluctant to go

he's like complaining that with the advancement of tech why cant they send over an email or a letter or even a video of bro paul's speech

but its nonsense lah

just a thot.. i think drama is not gonna get much publicity... ok really random thot

my hp now is like an invention made in heaven

ok i'm exagerating but i'm quite facinated by some of the functions

i'm going around collecting fotos of everyone so that when they call their face will appear on my screen!

i love my ringtone too! its like music ! not those normal kinds!

hahs i must sound like i have been living in some jungle or something

went out with 1t22 on sat

marche then went to the fountain of wealth

haha i must say they have really bonded since the first day

but they are a freaking inquisitive bunch- non-stop questions about my life and what nots

went after-school shopping/eating/hw doing today

met up with chris py and ferly

we all have sporty shoes and we look so pro

but i'm like extra cos i'm the only one without new balance

mango has a nice new range

nike has a bag that i want and a shoe thats being sold at a really good discounted price

and that jdi-perfectly/jdi-beautifully top

ahha chris didnt know what jdi meant- must be the ** curse hur chris

shared 3 packets of twister fries and finally had yami yogurt in a very very long time.. they have green apple now.. but i still prefer peach/natural..

i suggested to the person to come up with strawberry .. haha lets see if my comment gets thru

homeworking doing didnt go as productively as i hoped though

spent most of our time talking rubbish and laughing over stupid things and taking fotos

had a "time management" session today teaching us how to plan our day properly to minimise time wastage and this clearly proves that i got nothing out of that class

hope py is gonna be successful in her flirt-in-chinese mission to get both of us our ripcurl diaries!!

10:47 PM

Friday, January 14, 2005

the weekend is finally here
i really need this weekend
work is piling up like mad
and i have no idea how to do anything
which is damn frustrating if you have a whole class of ppl answering the teachers questions and finishing up tutorials
while i sit there acting as if i'm doing my work and know whats going on

i was looking forward to maths tuition today so that i could maybe catch up with the rest of my class but my tutor just cancelled so yep.. another week of acting-as-if-i-know-how

had chem make up lect just now for the ogls and they went thru everything so fast
something that was taught over 4 hrs was stuffed down our throats in 45 mins
after awhile everyone gave up and started to heck it

bio lessons with our new teacher suck
he is darn lame who tries too hard to be sarcastic
and when we ask him a question he bombards us with a thousand other questions and ask us to think about it
how are we going to learn anything like that when we only have questions and no answers
when we ask him for the full answer he gives us "key words" as he calls them and we're supposed to come up with the answer ourselves linking the words 'sufficient, enough, concentrate, harvest, activation and channel'
yeahh like thats gonna help!

gp lects are a blast though
mr t. just goes on making jokes NON STOP

sitting at the grandstand enjoying the breeze, stoning/ppl watching is so much fun and relaxing
plan to do more of that during my breaks now that we got an hour long breaks :)

wanting too much for now...

6:44 PM

Monday, January 10, 2005

i'm missing orientation sooo much
its back to boring old school
i want to be j1 again and go thru the whole process of 1st 3 mths
bahhh...
actually i kinda miss 1t22
the wet games, cheering, losing our voices and just being enthu about everything
after finale night almost the whole of the j1 cohort went down to esplanade where we carried out our usual (unofficial) post-orientation activities
we had to change the venue several times just to keep the location top secret from the cj teachers as mr t.j.s warned us that he would be around youth park
the dares carried out last night were quite wild thanks to eugene who came up with all the wacky dares
even our pres had to carry out a dare

cca orientation went well tooo
we had fun shouting out our cliche catch phrases
but i think we did make an impact with the amount of noise we were making and our flamboyant costumes

so todays boring
went to school with my neighbour
i part of a car pool system!!
like 1 week my dad will fetch both of us to school and the next week my neighbour's mom will fetch us

i am sooo behind with school work
they have moved on to a completely new chapter for chem
now i must go copy a whole set of hydrocarbon notes not to mention understand it
i got called 2 times during chem lect todayyy
and i was completely stoning both times.. hahs
and maths what the hell is up with numerical methods!!??

the new j1s are so hard working.. was talking to a few of them and they were asking me how to do some of the maths qn which their teacher havent even taught then i was like why u bother then .. they said they didnt want to fall behind! i was like ???!!!!!???!!

i'm so in love with the jay chou an jing songgg
was listening to arun's ipod then i heard the song and now i cant stop listening to it
its killing my family i think since they hate chinese so much

yay!! tomoro i end damn early : )

10:29 PM

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

all my energy is being zapped up by the J1s

me racking my brains to come up with ice breaker games that is not considered lame to some of them and keeping track of the time and making small talk with the J1s and buying and making family identity and banners

i think i can last till tomorrow's dragon boating and amazing race but whether i'll survive after that is a real question

i'm in charge of 1t22 and there are only like 5 girls

and they arent exactly enthu

but me and eugene think we are judging them tooo soon and that maybe everyone is tired and hopefully tomoro would be much better

i hate it when i wake up and cant remember the dream i had the night before

its quite frustrating

and for some reason i've been dreaming alot since the start of 2005 and i cant even remember them....

9:13 PM

Monday, January 03, 2005

YAYS for TODAY!

first day of school went really really well

yay to the implementation of the ankle socks ruleeeee!!

yay to facilatating (and no lessons)!!

yay to our new diary and now i can have fun redesigning it!!

yay to mass dance!

yay to seeing friends i havent seen since.. yah last day of school in 2004!

yay to the new dri fit pe tee!

yay to nestle toll house cookies sold in our canteen!

yay to my new timetableeeee!!!! (3 -1.30 days, 1- 3 pm day,1-3.30 day)

yay to the ultimate class location! (check this out my class is between o3 and 31!!!! ahhaha i never have to go around school looking for ferly or christine and the rest of 31 anymoreeeee!!! who says j block level 3 will rock cj!?? and my class is just outside the toilet.. double bonus!)

yay to not having to hand in chem hol homework!

yay to teaching the new j1s to sing the school song... it was lots of fun cos the facils had to sing at the top of our lungs

yay to creating new hand signs that only ferly understands

omg i've never been so happy to go to school ...

its even alittle embarressing to be so enthu bout school

i bet it'll die down in a weeks time

but for nowww i cant wait for the next day of school!!!

oh yahhh...1 boo...

boo to bye bye fun bio lects and tutorials by Mr Chua... hi to boring tall skinny guy.

10:23 PM

Sunday, January 02, 2005

new resolutions made in the few hours since i last blogged:

stop being JUDAS

stop bathing late at night because apparently i'll get arthritis in years to come

uggghh i gotta go for mass tomoro morn agaaiinnnnn...

the pope in rome should reconsider this go-to-church-2-days-in-a row-scheme he is so crazy about this year cos its depriving me of my 12 hours of sleep

i cant wait for mon cos i'm getting the first 10 episodes of gilmore girls season 5 from my cousin

first i introduced the show to her.. now shes hooked onto it and dling all the new episodes!

wahahaha i LOVE having the power of influence!!!!!!!!!!

1:11 AM

Saturday, January 01, 2005

DREAMS FOR SALE

my first post for 2005!!

you know what i am so out of it where days are concerned..

like i had no idea what day or date it is

it feels like its back to school tomorrow for some reason

i have to keep telling myself that i have another day left

its not that i'm excited to go back to school because i definitely have no reason to be since i havent done most of the holiday homework

its just my disorientation of dates i guess

my first purchase for 2005 : specs

which ties in well with my #1 resolution for the year- to study harder or at least be more serious about studies ahhhs if all that fails at least i look studious! hur hur...

and now i've already broken one of my other less important resolution which is to eat less

i predicted it was kinda hard to keep considering me and my appetite

and now i'm chewing on ever sinful and oily and lard loaded bak kua and at the same time washing it down with coke..

to all fellow sinners : i hear that lucifer, also known as satan is holding a party at 666 hell st. to celebrate tessa's inability to resist temptation. all are welcome.

a reason to start overnew...

10:28 PM