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Saturday, April 30, 2005

whats up with pool boys/yard guys/gardeners and one tree hill, the oc and desperate housewives man
there's seems to be a common obsession to have scandals/affairs/attraction to pool boys/ yard guys/ gardeners

watched the hc-cj rugby match today
drama got cancelled at the very last minute
mr chan couldn't help but give in to my infinite charms.. hur hur
made friends with gilbert the barbarian
learnt the basics of rugby
and i came to the realisation that i will never let my son play rugby because its an awfully rough sport
i would rather him play ping pong or something

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

12:47 AM

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

long days in school
but day's been great
cept that the heat is getting to me
like even when i'm sitting down not doing anything
i get all sticky
and its quite yucky

we're playing ultimate frisbee for pe
its quite fun
though its really hard to get the frisbee to fly to the correct person

all my tests and spa this week has been postponed to next week :)
whoopeee i was like getting so stressed out bout my bio spa
but because my entire class was so unprepared its been pushed back
but then again i'll just die next week with 3 beeg tests

drama has been hectic
so many things to handle
making sure everyone has their costumes/props
scheduling the rehearsals so that majority of the cast are present
ticket sales schedule
publicity during morning assembly
script perfecting
and finally directing
but its all coming together so everything's good

saw the trailers for house of wax and its not doing chad michael murray any justice
hello he was only in like 1/20 of the entire trailer
thats what i call a really bad publicity stunt

my 5 stone kakis jolynn, juan,alicia and myself
been playing 5 stones during whatever free time we have

its damn fun havent played 5 stones since primary school

but since we always play at the grandstand during our breaks we always get strange stares from ppl .. but nevermind we're practicing for the 5 stones a divisions right and we'll make it to the nationals! hur hur

8:18 PM

Saturday, April 23, 2005

my com is back with a bigger memory

yeah something like that

like my ram or something has been increased

1 gig ram whatever that means

i also got a new wireless mouse!

i'm finally into this whole latest technology thing

but the mouse is so tiny that my hand is like all cramped up

i guess it just needs some getting used to

whats been happening in the week :

my maths tuition teacher quit

or rather he said he couldnt teach me the probability/statistics etc. topic for maths cos he took particle mechanics or something

so i'm left without a maths tutor and maths is my worst subject

maybe i should get that whiz kid who does a level maths paper at the age of 13 (front page of today's home section of the newspaper) to teach me maths

i'm that desperate

we got a new drama rehearsal schedule

and i'm officially announcing that i dont think i will be having a life for at least these 3 weeks, considering we have rehearsals on tues,wed,fri and sat

i'm saddened that i have to say goodbye to 12.30 tuesdays :(

grrr.. i was late on fri and i gotta do detention this coming mon

as if my schedule isnt packed enuff

fridays have something against me i swear..

its like a tessa's-detention-day

only that friday was gp mock so its being carried forward to mon

gp mock went alright though i was expressing my desire to skip it for the better part of the day

had dinner with my parents after gp mock

1 of the benefits of not having maths tuition - dinner outings on friday

hope i dont have to do detention alone cos that would be utter boring

someone-anyone, pls be late on mon

watched the cj -vj soccer match

it was super fun but too bad it was the last match for cj's soccer team

because i would have loved to cheer and scream with the rest

couldnt watch the ac-cj rugby match that chris ferly jac and i planned to watch together since i dunno when because of gp mock.. the damned gp mock

spent the entire day house-browsing

my family's thinking of moving

but its just a brewing thot nothing confirmed

there's this one along siglap, a pent house that led to an upper platform with our very own jacuzzi - i was like omgggg we have to get this oneeeeeee

some very random things:

i have no idea wat so ever of whats expected of me for the upcoming bio spa skill a

been so sleepy these days when i'm in school especially during bio lectures like i seriously nod off for the whole hour and sleeping earlier each night doesnt seem to help

i want to lead the lives of those kids in laguna beach driving around, shopping ,slacking around all dayyy, and having oc nights with frens

getting carried away led to a wrong choice made

at that moment i forgot which was more important to me

this craziness will end and it will not happen again. i promise.

8:59 PM

Friday, April 15, 2005

yay its the weekend
last chem spa today
i think i did ok

yesterday went out with the facils
was supposed to be a facil outing but only 8 of us went
so yep.. i guess we arent that great outing planners
all of us thot that the other was gonna do the inviting
therefore it ended up with the 8 of us
but we were saying that the next outing we have to print flyers and put them all round school so that all the facils know about the outing
and do one of those lame skits during morning assembly

today after drama went for dinner with chrissy poo and ferly
i must say that it is one of the most interrupted and exciting dinners at lido ever
first we spotted someone who we are almost 99.9% sure is sylvester
we werent sure cos he was hiding behind big huge sunglasses
then i saw rachel going up the escalator so i ran all the way to the escalator and she was so damn stoned she didnt realise i was standing there
i showed her the-person-whom-we-think-is-sylvester
although chris and ferly wont agree with me i really think our (me and sly) eyes locked for a split second and i bet it was slyvester who stole my kfc plastic bag
then the rest lisa kelly steph all came to see sly too
we sound like hardcore sly fans man
then we went walking around and i'm gonna splurge on a skirt
i'm gonna be so broke after buying it la but wth
oh met jac for a brief moment before heading home
so long since i met everyone
yay meeting louie tomoro at the airport!
then we can pretend we're flying somewhere again..
the 6 mins while waiting for our east line train to arrive was to be treasured man.. every min counts
then on the train there was this lady's ring tone that sounded so para para please
hilarious shit
man i planned to sleep early .. look at the time now...

11:48 PM

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

i cant believe i got caught for my skirt not cos its short- but because it was too low

and i am the only one to get caught in my class..Zzzz

but thank god they're not going on with the little invite-only "party" on sat

kate and leopald showing on channel 5 on sun!

i cant wait

i love love love that show.. i think

haha its been a long time.. but i think i really liked it

yesterday being let off from sch at 1230

christine and i went on a earring shopping spree and watched be cool

the language is purely entertaining

and its not often i can afford to spend 6 hrs in town on a school day

ferly's advise for the day: you better not listen to music when u walk down ur lane at night cos someone might just come behind you and kidnap/rape/rob/anything you, without you knowing

haha thanks ferly ah thanks haha i think its quite amusing

9:25 PM

Monday, April 11, 2005

i'm currently multi tasking

blogging and watching desperate housewives

the after effects of ptm is still taking place

and my dad is getting funnier by the day

he came up with the 3:1 ratio theorem

3 hrs of studying gives me 1 hr computer time

chelsia asked a good qn though - who's does the timing then?

to further prove that my dad is getting funnier

a conversation between my mom and dad

mom: praise casper he pooed on the newspaper

dad: why when i shit in the toilet bowl no one claps or praises me?

back to the 3:1 ratio

if i knew that my parents would take cts grades so seriously i would have studied harder so i wont have to suffer like this

i think mr lonely by acon is a very very hilarious song esp that high pitched helium voice

i started laffing to myself when i heard it over the radio on the bus when i was on my way home

the person sitting next to me must have thought i was goin nuts

and now thanks to arun and his attempt to totally ruin me and my rep he has decided to decorate his blog with my pic... and from what i hear even mr glascow is going to visit his site to see the pic.. oh gawddd

note to self: never ever and i mean NEVER let ppl take blackmail worthy photographs of you. no matter what. even if you are in a state of utter happiness that you just made it through a tuff week filled with too many tests and spas. especially if the person taking the photo is arun.

my dad cant fetch me to sch tomoro cos he car is in the workshop

blahhsss.. lucky for ferly werly and her dad and his car that i get a lift

my dad's not going to work cos of he's carless, my mom's taking half day, then i was like what about me

my dad was like fine skip school and write as an excuse "car in workshop"

see what i mean when i say he's getting funnier??

guess what i end at 1230 tomoro :)

sarah: u know why he's marrying sophia bush? cos he hasnt met us yet.. you are given this task, since you're nearer to hollywood and all.. go work your infinite charms on him

max: too excited for your birthday party that i fell sick.. sorry didnt go to your rocking birthday party seksi ;)

smellyally: whoaa.. someones using the com.. i cant go to ur blog for some reason.. nvm will figure out why when i bother.. hurhur

10:12 PM

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

today is one of those days that i'm really really happy
hahs i dunno why either.. wait maybe i do
but anyhows
stuff that has contributed to my happiness:

-this fantabulous time table of mine cept for having only a 1period break
as if i can stand around and decide what to eat
then join the long long queue
and chomp down my food while talking all in 30 mins
proven quite impossible for me

-learning probabilty for maths now
like finally i'm learning something that i have an idea about not like the stupid complex numbers

ok my good mood is currently being ruined by mom's constant nagging - u know how i'm not supposed to be using the com all.. she's standing behind me now while i type this and i am saying i'm typing a gp essay.. hur hur

-news that i'll be sitting for my last chem spa paper next week
finally bye bye spa

-after school, make-up maths,drama meeting went to town to meet javier to help him choose his crumpler
and why i'm happy bout that? cos i got myself a crumpler sticker!! my simple joys
oh then i was at the crumpler shop at paragon
me to belloc&jav: ahh i'm so happy with my sticker
person working at the shop: i'm so glad to hear that
what a unexpected response, but i'm so happy, so i didnt really bother

-i've got no drama this friday thanks to the lit peeps!
now what am i gonna do with all that free time?

-famous amos!

-ohhh and belloc's dad is gonna get me my green roxy shorts from australia which i want desperately!

-and of course my make-my-day-people

a joke for you guys
mom: u know my collegue doesnt even know a pope existed
dad: u cant expect her to know what.. she's not a catholic
mom(in disbelief): but he's a world icon ! he's almost equivalent to bush
dad: well, do u know who's the head of buddism then
mom: of course, the buddha lahhh

10:57 PM

Sunday, April 03, 2005

ptm yesterday was a killer
the actual ptm went by fine
just ms teh saying that i'm not putting effort in my studies and that she expects much more from me blah blah
my dad embarresses me (as usual) telling her everything i do at home and said that he has given up on me
then i was thinking ok great this is going just fine
then after ptm , when we entered the car , i got hell from him
so apparently i'm grounded
no tv
no com
no going out after school
i will eventually break the tv rule, me being sucha tv addict, the com rule, i'm breaking right now and the going out rule i can still get by it cos they dont know my change in timetable, in fact they dont even know my current timetable!
can someone please convince my parents that its just the cts and that no one bothers about cts???
ms teh didnt help the situation when she said such grades wont bring me anywhere she did however say that i'm a joy to have in class, yeah like my dad will be impressed with that at that point

oh anyway my new timetable is just awesome
i have tons of 1/130/2 days
cept thurdays where i end at 530

mon-wed ; the last 3 days of orientation was a blast
alicia and i were incharge of 1t30
1t30 was definitely such a joy to facilitate
they almost immediately warmed up to each other
which made tues's sentosa outing so fun
they have so much class spirit i almost envy them
a special mention to 1t28 (where most first 3 mths ~~1t20~~ 1t22 ppl ended up in) whom we played that weird game against haha good fight good fight...
after sentosa we had dinner with 1t30 and the some of the other facils
we sat there for about 3 hours on a high, laughing, taking funny pictures, and telling jokes
the party had to end for us to get home to have a good night's rest to recharge for wed's finale
ilden the pink panthers, with pink masks and balloons won "most siao house"
with our fight kill fight kill cheers (and it has been proven that when said fast in a group, it sounds like something else altogether)
alicia and i acted as bimbos, i stress, acted for the facil item
a whole lot of ppl started asking us if it was acting or it was natural
haha was super fun!
ile ile ile ile ile ile ILDEN!

school on thurs and friday : terrible
was like a walking zombie
with a really husky voice
slept thru every lecture

had dinner with my parents on friday at Big O after chem make-up lect

the deserts there are yummylicious, with names that are really out there

had 2 mudpies : the darkside & frankenstein-part2

and a choc cake : aphrodisiac

its casper's birthday today ppl! he's five now! we're going out to buy him a doggy muffin now! toodles~

sah: oh man! boring ?? what a bummer.. nvm then!

ziwei: oh hey.. hope sa's becoming more fun now.. and hope u're not friendless anymore.. hur hur.. go la go sa some more!!

ferly: sqawk!

1:00 PM